Her
dying wish her last words were
gave me peace of mind touched me
although far away for reasons that 
can not be mentioned I got to know
her last words: I am leaving I am leaving
(implied:my body and/or am dying)I am 

leaving[brief pause] I want to leave and she
died. I want to leave she said it & it happened.
Her inner struggle transformed into acceptance
she left in peace . . . When I was younger I was
dreaming of being there, next to her give her
life some of the life she gave me sit next to her
hold her hand but as things are that was not 
possible but what I would like to do & I dreamt of it
was to close her eyes be with her feel her body "be"
inside her dead body & remember her, her soul, a part of
me