There are no windows to my life only to my soul
There are no photographs of others only me looking at you
As always.

I am not that private nor an example Who I am with doesn’t
make me who you can be while being next to me
Never.

Taking photographs - freezing moments in time in order

to establish a presence Freezing moments in time means
living for someone else Freezing moments in time only to
look back & remember how wrong I was when I thought that
I could make myself look better - another day. Constantly living
to make the other day come true until - you know. . .

Is it more honest to know someone from their words?
While their words join the beating of my heart?
Join the beating of my heart not feeding my desires
I feel safe when I am alone and I become alone
when I receive your words. Why do we love watching
video with animals? Because we let down our guard
for a while? rest; while using our empathic skills?

Filming moments from the everyday life is a wake up
moment. Because when you get older you will understand
how much more you understand life or feel that everything
remains the same.

While being amongst humans what does it say about me
when I search for errors instead of feeling out of balance
Can you understand the difference? Do you fall when you
feel out of balance or do you at least try to find your balance
again? Some times I let myself fall because I feel helpless
Other times I try to find my balance because I feel more
in control of my life.

If I judge the maker of the error or the error I don’t
lead by example I simply follow blindly the established
order of things perhaps spread the silent fear or the blind
respect and allow ambitious observers to use that knowledge
so they can get what they want from me...

To be continued?