Just thoughts that wander around in my mind now and then.


Angelic Voices In The Distance

As darkness crept into my mind
thoughts became mired in blackness
holding on was a futile struggle
between life and the finality of death

The emotional drain of wanting to die
seemed to be captivating my lost soul
resounding drumbeats pierced slowly
the agony was with life, not with death

Angelic was losing the war with demonic
losing my grasp tumbling towards hell
there was no longer good only evilness
my mind only transfixed on the dead

My mind ensnared by too much sorrow
my soul wanting to be saved the pain
realizing there is no return from death
I try to hold on to anything tangible

My mind struggles to reach out to live
as I fall to my knees I reach to the sky
angelic voices are heard in the distance
showing me the way back to God's door

No longer on the brink of self destruction
the demons have gone to fight another day
be careful Satan has many disguises
only a love for God can hold Satan at bay






Poetry by Sandy Collins
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Written on 2005-08-04 at 23:04

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F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
oh is that ever a powerful poem... so much sorrow and despair it squeezes a heart to think someone as lovely as yourself could ever feel this way, you know... but as always, there shines your love and positivity for life in the conclusion... a breath of hope spoken and shared... very beautiful, sandy... :) *hug* xx
2005-08-05


Sandy Collins
Ah!! thank you chase for the nice comment. You always made me smile. Those dragons got a hold of me big time the past few weeks. But I have see the light. Trust me. I'm trying to be good. Take care my friend. Sandy
2005-08-04


chasingtheday The PoetBay support member heart!
and in the light shines the smiles - good and evil is bvut a chioce of what direction we go, we look for the light :)
2005-08-04