my thoughts about this space. I would want to say more but there is a huge wall between us and I don't like it


Space of silence


My mind is trying to process this silence or whatever this space is about but there seems to be a block. There is a huge wall between us its not invisible anymore it weakens me by the day.
I want to say more but how, you are on the other side, wish you would know how much my heart yearns for your voice , but then again we are in this space of silence
I wanted to tell you that its been days of endless think, because I need to make a decision at work and my head is not thinking straight, wanted you to listen and say its okay you will make the right decision, but then again we are in the space of silence
I wanted to tell you the small wins, my normal days, the things l saw, the people who make me laugh and mostly the things that got me thinking about life and all its beauty. The challenges I was overcoming and the things l was learning about God but then again we are in the space of silence

How I hope you knew that I just wanted you to listen and that would be enough to soothe my heart, that I wanted to be free to pour my all to you without restrictions and without the feeling that was asking for too much then again we are in the space of silence

Can you see me trying so hard not to overwhelm you or crowd you with my....
be patient with me am relearning to hold all my things to myself, am adjusting to not telling you everything and most of all am accepting that's where we are at in the space of silence

This is all my making my heart wants you, incase you bring down this wall I will be waiting for you in open arms but if you do not I will leap through it, hurt, cry and laugh when my heart finally learns to move on because space and silence can not have a happy ending.




Poetry by Wamaitha
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Written on 2019-04-15 at 11:29

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