when you realize that there is no easy way of saying good bye


one of those moments

I am having one of those moments in life where i feel that it has really ended .

And I am stucked on repeat, and my agony will never ever leave me and I am

sorry but i have to go ..
and throw it all away.
My life as it seems like , besides , I dont have anything left for the

show to offer you might as well burrie me cause lifes not living

without love.

This cancer called living is dragging out the worst of me at the

moment and I cant help but to say Hey , Hang on , Stop the Bloody Train

'cause i am not Keeping up with Apperances and wait a bit , I am slow ,turn away and please know that I'm

still going on repeating my misstakes ... my heart is filled of loss

but Hun , it is for the best, leaving You and Don't try to Catch me

when i fall , cause this is something i have to do on my own , it is my

Battle , My agony , My pain , and My hurt,so this is really my work to

be done ....
So I am begging you to leave me with the shame , and the hurt , leave me bleeding here , I adore my freedom and I long for living , please release me , my heart is more or less gone and , to be frank with you , our days has all been erased in my mind , asking you to be true and you couldn't even do that ..
And I am sorry but there is nothing left , not a sigh left , not a single dime nor a nickel nor a penny .




Poetry by Beata Grefberg
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Written on 2007-05-31 at 20:23

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