from real life, a very sad reflection


The Patient



My friend, I'm sorry that I had to visit you,
to see you in your sorry state,
survived, but hardly more,
and suddenly grown old,
an ageing man who doesn't care much any more
but rather would go hiding
than receive an old time friend and visitor,
as if you were ashamed of your new face,
of showing up at all to those who knew you
as a youth and vital intellectual giant,
now turned into just a tired shadow
hiding in the memories of how it was,
the glorious opposite of what it is today.
I beg your pardon for my visit
and shall not visit you again
until you have turned back to life,
returned to us as the great friend you were
who doesn't have to hide in bed to visitors.

My pathetic visit must lead to the sad reflection,
that it would be better to depart directly, suddenly from life
than to be operated on beyond all recognition
just to have a shadowy existence of unworthiness
prolonged indefinitely to increase the pains.






Poetry by Christian Lanciai The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2009-01-17 at 12:52

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Northlight
Read it over and over, it reminds me so much of my own
experience not long ago. Seing a friend getting old, hiding in
memories. It may hurt more than the final visit. With deep emotions you expressed your thoughts so well, thank you. Rgds, Northlight
2009-01-17


melanie sue
A sad condition...of which we can thank the medical marvels for.
2009-01-17