i'm fifteen   from one moment

to the next 

i won't know how i'll feel   i'm usually scared

when i'm not scared i'm frightened

and confused   i'm in love  

i run away   i do well in school   i skip school   i hate myself  

i hate myself   every morning i wake

and can't believe

i have to be me for another day

after school i lie in julie's arms   i'm over the rainbow

i ride the bus  

then walk ten blocks home      

i'm fifteen   i don't think i have control of anything

things are happening to me