I cry

I cry..
Silent tears on my red and swollen cheek.
My eyes are tired and almost closed.
Don't know have long I can stay awake..
My arm is sore and it's blood everywere.
I'm disappointed.. I promised myself to stop.
I dry my arm and close my eyes..
I hope to fall asleep and never wake up again.

I dream..
I'm perfect. He is perfect. He is always perfect. We are perfect together.
But we are only together in my dreams..
Am I in his dreams?
Am I perfect in his dreams?
I guess not..

I wake up..
I'm worn out. I even cry when I sleep. I think about him all the time.
I can't go to school. I just sit at home and cry.. Again..

I pray..
"God.. Take me. End it. Help me. Save me! Protect me! Love me. Make my wish come true... I need him."

I wait..
My wish will never come true.
He will never love me.
He will never care.
Now I know..

I cry..



Poetry by Princess S.
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Written on 2006-05-31 at 23:35

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