Life and love

I've been walking around,
acting & talking like a zombie...
I don't care anymore
I don't feel anymore...

I've stopped crying
smiling or even talking!
I feel so depressed
& still people force me to talk,
still they try to figure me out!

Why can't they just leave me alone?
Let me be,
let me die
let me cry
let me feel depressed!

I didn't ask to be here,
I didn't have a problem
I didn't do anything wrong!

Still, they don't see that,
they don't understand why I want to be alone
they don't give me my space!

I feel like I'm on a mountain,
only way down...
J
U
M
P
I
N
G

I know when I jump
I'm not going to fly,
I won't have a parachute,
there won't be anybody to catch me...

And all that will be left,
a puddle of blood,
a broken body
no soul, no heart...

I have no heart left,
it's been broken to often,
it's turned from warm to cold...
The Ice Princess, no emotions
that would break the ice...

I have no soul,
its left my body at a young age,
I don't feel the need to love,
since nobody loves me...

All I feel towards this world is hatred!
I despise these people walking around
the way they act,
the way they pretend!

Don't tell me you love me
then turn around and say you lied.
Don't give me friendship
and take it away...

I'm a flower in need of water
& you are the water!



Poetry by Surei
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Written on 2005-09-30 at 12:19

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jacy
in life there is only love, in love there is only life.
2005-10-03


Commentally Ill
for not having emotions, this comes across as expressly emotional. (waters you, and sits you by the window)
2005-10-01


John Ashleigh The PoetBay support member heart!
I like how it personally attacks the reader, and well written, as if you're shouting what you feel, without imagery.

If you DO feel like this, all I can say is that don't go for professional help, go and speak to your family, or give you life a chance and don't give up on the challenges of life. Love will find you as you will find it.
2005-09-30


Esti D-G
Please don't do it. My friend has just spent three months in intensive care because she jumped from a fourth floor window and survived... not to mention that the moment she jumped she regretted it... The circle of life is always changing and we never know the future.
Your luck will change because you deserve it!
2005-09-30