Something that I never did
I lost my life todayI gave it all away
I dropped down on the floor
Never knowing more
I dropped down on my knees
Then I began to plead
I realized my mistakes
And that I just gave my life away
I could see some pills on the floor
They were the ones I chose to ignore
I thought that I could take it
All the pain that came with taking them
Then I feel down on my face
Hoping that maybe one day
I could see the light of day
Waking up somewhere cold
On a bed, a cot
I did not know more
I looked up "is this a dream?"
Thats when I started to scream
I was trapped I was held
In a straight jacket from hell
They told me to stay calm
They asked me pretty please
But I rolled down on the floor
And let all my tears come free
Stunned and shocked
The doctors did not talk
I heard whispers then I heard shoots
Then I just blacked out
Hoping this was all a dream
I wake up in my bed
Throughing those pills out
never in my life do I want to go to hell
for trying to kill myself
Poetry by Estelle
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Written on 2006-11-29 at 05:45
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