Wrote this about 1 year ago....


Feelings

All I'm feeling is tired,
fedup and irritated...
I feel like crying,
but then I'm open to everyone
& I'm too scared to show my
true feelings
for fear of rejection.

My heart has betrayed me,
'cause I've fallen for a friend!

I won't tell him,
'cause I don't want to lose his friendship,
which means a lot to me now!
I can see all the good in him,
for I know him,
even if he doesn't know me that good!

I wish I could turn back time,
stop myself from falling for him,
but that's too late now!

How could I let my feelings change,
how could my heart do this,
leaving me vulnerable,
everyone seeing what my heart desires
seeing whom has taken over my heart...

But I can't tell him,
'cause I won't be able to betray myself
even though I would like him to know!

How can I tell him?



Poetry by Surei
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Written on 2005-10-17 at 08:05

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jacy
tricky situation there. one i think many with identify with, i wish i could help you, but unfortuently, it's one of those things you need to decide yourself, meep :(

keep it up :)
2005-11-04