Can I help it that I hate me?


Can I help it that I hate me?
Can I somehow make it stop?
Can I open my eyes and see?
Can I give this whole thing up?

Can I regain my mind?
Can I forget all the lies?
Can I somehow search and find
What was lost in my painful cries?

Can I have the guts
To look them in the eyes?
Those who carved the cuts
That covers the inside of my disguise?

Can I look the other way
So no one can see my tears?
Can I bare to once again say
That I've forgot all about my fears?

Can I keep lying to my friends?
Can I tell them what's untrue?
Can I tell them that the pain ends
Every time I lay eyes on you?

Does anyone hear my prayer?
I keep on wondering when
I can make it out of this despair
When can I trust myself again?




Poetry by Eadon
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Written on 2006-12-20 at 18:22

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Freeman
My heart was touched by your honesty in this poem, and the feelings you must have felt when writing this almost made my heart stop!

You are incredible at rhiming (was that right?), it's a true pleasure even when painful to read your words!!!

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2007-02-10


Nathalia
Very beautiful, but so sad. It sounds as though these might be the words to a song. It has that melodical flow to it.
2007-02-06