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My Good Self


To be the person that I am, to myself I must be true

And comprehend the lost souls fragile mind

For all the best laid plans of men can tread a path untrue

And I would you my true path hope to find

I never was a man of worth, and baubles have I few

And am remiss in much of what I say

Another man perhaps would think that my life be askew

And not partake of silly games to play

I came from womb of angel fair across the Irish sea

A lady of much beauty laced with grace

Who raised me through her struggle within an abject poverty

And I am glad her features blessed my face

But I was young and full of dreams and yearned to stretch the rein

Rebellious of all those who would chain me

Reckless and dismissive of those not like me the same

My shackles I would shed, be rid, set free

I would cross a stormy sea a lad of tender years

And I would slay the dragon in it's lair

For I was young and strong and brave bereft of life's sad tears

And knew to much of suffering and despair

I would ride a vengeful horse, attritions sword in hand

And I would make the charlatans to pay

For love of me to them unknown, a one man robber band

No more would I to false gods kneel to pray

I was lost in deserts waste, my fury knew no bounds

At home with all the creatures of the night

One and two and three steps ahead of the baying hounds

Elusive in my never ending flight

And I in truth did shed much blood and much of it be mine

My scars bear witness to shameful defeat

But I would rise and rise again for cowardice was a crime

And years of prison bars did oft me greet

But time not fire would mellow me midst thoughts from deep within

A need of far of lands to come to know

A nomadic man forged in a crucible of endless sin

Would come at last his very soul to grow

And in the full conclusion of all that now be of my life

I would respond to all in friendships greet

No more no battles fought within concerning fear and strife

As I at last did my good self now meet

I am at last at peace within and I can once more cry

Wrapped in the tender arms of friends anew

Those poetic souls who comfort me yet knowing who be I

And not condemn for words spoken so true

Brendan.





Poetry by Brendan Finbarr Tully
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Written on 2005-10-18 at 13:22

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chasingtheday The PoetBay support member heart!
we can only be really ourselves in this life, though we change as the years roll by, we will find ourselves often, and lsoe ourselves too. strife, joy, even those prison bars for some yes.

lost souls fragile mind - lost soul's fragile mind
I would slay the dragon in it's lair - its lair
knew to much of suffering - too much...
attritions sword - attritions' sword
deserts waste - desert's waste
far of lands - far off lands
friendships greet - friendship's greet
2005-10-18


penfold18
I enjoyed this very much,and though it is long it never the less held my attention from begining to end .
2005-10-18



I just wanna say that i enjoyed both the language and the flow in your texts. Welcome to poetbay!
2005-10-18