another valentines day

every Valentines Day my heart breaks a little more
by now it's broken as much as if someone threw it on the floor
I was 7 yrs old when I noticed and began to really care
but it's my life time of having no one so dear
just thinking of it always makes me want to cry
to imagine that I'll stay alone when I die
every Valentines my heart breaks bit by bit
but I have always kept the light of hope lit
it hurts my heart to see everything that happens to others
where some are rejected and some become lovers
the ones that gets turned down and would cry
wishing from then on that they want to die
those who confess and in the end both be together
with relationships that lasts a week to ones that lasts forever
some who uses this day to increase their love of each other
to renew and strengthen their relationship as lovers
those who doesn't care as something bad happened to them before
that it's a normal day when they walk out their door
some who are too nervous of it for them to say
who'll wait to confess the next year on the same day
those to pretend that about it all have never cared
but in reality for them was that they are really scared
few who just stand hopefully by waiting for something to be said
who are the ones that always end with the most tears shed
there are some who hate Valentines Days a lot too
each and every one of them has their own reason of why they do
every Valentines the scar in my heart continues to grow
whether if all that reflects in how I act...I do not know
I know that the past is over and there's nothing I can do
but it's the past that also pains me so much too
all of it is always tearing up my soul
It's like the day has its own poison that won't let me let go
when the day's ending and as usual alone, I might have cried
every Valentines Day I have always slept with tears
but lately I can't do so as now I think they have dried
or that it doesn't hurt me as much anymore, after all the years



Poetry by broken wings
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Written on 2007-03-01 at 14:32

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