A Silent Good-Bye



A pain that is impossible to describe
Because it can't be explained
A lost of more than a love but a friend
Thinking irrational with a corrupt mind
He should have known this
But it was truly
Never meant to be

He's sorry for making it like this
Once close, now total strangers
A connection seen from two different eyes
His sight was blurry
Misinterpreting what's in front of him
He shouldn't feel like this
But the mental is always harder
To get over than the physical

No experience in handling it
Letting himself fall in despair
A place darker than Hell
Going through withdrawal
Wishing to have those days back
To change this current outcome
But as the cliché goes
Let the past be the past
Impossible to change now

So he must live with this
She did the right thing to end this
To hurt him with her insults and silence
Things are just not what it was
No matter how he feels
Our paths are better separate
He was insane with false hope
Immature in his actions
So all he can say is sorry
He can't force something
If it's just not meant to be

Knowing he's invisible to her now
He must try to get over this disease
And begin walking forward
Away from that short blissful time
And start looking for new ones
He can't put up his past that easily as her
So deal with his reluctance
He knows his title
The sketchy guy who just won't move on
Who puts everything out of proportion
Always making things awkward
But he's changing this problem

So he writes his final silent good-bye
In the air where it will erase
In less than a second
Hoping she will stay happy
Sharing her radiant soul with the lucky
And finding love in the right places
For she deserves the best in this f**ked up world
Because all he wants is her happiness
Even if it is without his existence
And it is with another lucky soul

He's sorry for creating this discomfort
But he hopes she understands his view
From his own eyes
Why he acted like a distraught love-stricken fool
For his family is falling victim to the hands of God
With his parents in clear view now
He was just looking for love from anywhere
Before it's gone and forever disappears?
How he never been that close to anyone before
He just didn't know what to do
Inexperience is a downfall to us all

But he knows she's right now
So he will take her quiet advice
And painfully start to move on
He finally takes his final deep breath
And slowly exhales






Words by Barry
Read 794 times
Written on 2007-03-26 at 03:17

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