Tales of the heart

My heart says yes my mind says no
My heart yarns to be liberated with the one I admire and I hesitate
When reality struck me in the face
When my eyes caught a glimpse of him
My drift to of to another place
And yet again reality comes in display
Ruining the thoughts that brought a smile upon my face
His like a drug I can't seem to escape
I get a high occasionally
Happiness dwells in my veins
Leaving me in a daze
I only know him from looks
There's just something about him
That draws my attention
It's hard to explain
Maybe we have something in common
But what can it be
Do we share the same interests?
Oh, I don't know maybe its just wishful thinking
The crush I've developed is driving me insane
It started out as innocent and now it's becoming a problem
Sometimes I wish I'd get over him
But at the back of my head I hesitate
Because I believe everything is possible
When I'm around him I can't even breathe a word
The words I long to say lingers in my brain
If he were to approach me I'd melt away
In my heart I want to speak but I'm to shy to
Express my emotions
I guess cant speak because his handsome face
Effectuates me
I believe it's a phase I have to go through
It shows that I'm human
The feelings I so desperately want to hide
From the world reflects on my face
Even though I don't want to display my emotions
I feel embarrassed because I'm an adult
And I still feel like a child
I still get butterflies when I'm around you him
And blush when he stares in my direction
I know it's silly and childish to act like that
But I happen to like that part of me
I prefer to call that behavior spontaneous
Because it so happens to be a good quality of my personality
Although I don't know him and I can tell that
He is a kind and loving person just by
Looking at him
At least that's what I see
When I look at him
What can I say it's an unsolved mystery
only time can tell if we will meet someday
but for now i'll just be me
and if im lucky i will meet him on that special day




Poetry by delusional
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Written on 2007-06-11 at 16:11

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