My name is Emma and I am John Ashleigh's mum..
A Blog entry for 21st March 07, my personal life and working life came together as one.
I work in a school on the premises side, my personal life I have tried to keep it separated.
My working day started, again being tired as I have this new routine of broken nights and dreams of trying to choose which coffin I'm wanting.
To hearing a broad casted radio message that John's on the site and they want me over to A Block now!
Over the next 3 hours........read all notices on staffroom wall.......choose a true life book to buy from there book club box.........met 4 policemen who are lets say "new acquaintance" of John's, which at least 3 of them looked at me as if I was on or was in need of drugs, no idea what the hell I was babbling on about.
Spoke to no correction had to listen to a CAM manager Trevor going on about other clients appointments for today was there first priorities..criticisms of why I even bothered to phone for there help......In fact at least I did learn the hangman who is passing you that rope does have a name, I was tempted to ask him is he just as good at pushing?
My morning did end in A Block with the success of being the main topic for there lunchtimes conversation......
But my afternoon began without my son to hold yet again.... that I'm to remember not to drop my chin to low...and pray I never get to choose that coffin...
8 days later I finally after 18 months fighting got them to listen and help my boy!!!!
John,
I said I would never let go XXXXXXmumXXXXXX
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Written on 2007-06-27 at 16:30
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A Blog entry for 21st March 07, my personal life and working life came together as one.
I work in a school on the premises side, my personal life I have tried to keep it separated.
3 hours........
All afternoon sitting in my workshop office, I've been asking myself what was I doing and what was my purpose in it? I can't figure it out.My working day started, again being tired as I have this new routine of broken nights and dreams of trying to choose which coffin I'm wanting.
To hearing a broad casted radio message that John's on the site and they want me over to A Block now!
Over the next 3 hours........read all notices on staffroom wall.......choose a true life book to buy from there book club box.........met 4 policemen who are lets say "new acquaintance" of John's, which at least 3 of them looked at me as if I was on or was in need of drugs, no idea what the hell I was babbling on about.
Spoke to no correction had to listen to a CAM manager Trevor going on about other clients appointments for today was there first priorities..criticisms of why I even bothered to phone for there help......In fact at least I did learn the hangman who is passing you that rope does have a name, I was tempted to ask him is he just as good at pushing?
My morning did end in A Block with the success of being the main topic for there lunchtimes conversation......
But my afternoon began without my son to hold yet again.... that I'm to remember not to drop my chin to low...and pray I never get to choose that coffin...
8 days later I finally after 18 months fighting got them to listen and help my boy!!!!
John,
I said I would never let go XXXXXXmumXXXXXX
Words by Emma
Read 821 times
Written on 2007-06-27 at 16:30
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