its about me dying in my room and nobody notices the blood or the screaming and all the pain that i have caused.


Lying here

I come home
and nobody notices
and as i go upstairs
i am shaken with fear

I sit on my bed
just thinking about my life
but all the pain that i have inside
i can all end it with a knife

I think about what would happen
if i really killed myself
and then i sit thinking
nobody will notice ive disappeared

So i get out my knife
and start cutting
as deep as i can
watching the blood drip down

As i lay on the floor
i ask myself why i did it
and i finally came up with the answer
it was all because of my past

As i watch my life getting darker and darker
and everything flashing by
i hear a voice near
saying "amanda, why are you doing this to me"

Then i see my friend's face appear
as my life is going black
i see her tears falling down
and crying over me

She said i shouldnt do it
cuz she would miss me to much
but i just couldnt believe she would
cuz i am really nobody.

As i get colder and colder
and almost out of breathe
i knew my death was coming
just around the corner

My friend by my side
says to me
i will miss you
no matter what you say

On the floor
was a pile of blood
surrounding me
as i slowly go away.





Poetry by Mandee
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Written on 2005-12-31 at 05:16

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lynn
once again mandee i am always here for you i am willing to listen if you really need someone to talk to!!
(((((huge jumbo hug)))))
xxxxx-amber lynn
2006-01-16


DesignatLife
See "Respond to a Suicide Letter" by Nom....
http://www.poetbay.com/viewText.php?textId=4431
2005-12-31


DesignatLife
"its about me dying in my room and nobody notices the blood or the screaming and all the pain that i have caused."

not really true...because your friend notices...

very sad...
2005-12-31


GB
Hi ! ... Very Good .... and rather SAD ... But yes .... well written ! ... Cheers ! Glen ( GB )
2005-12-31