rambling rambling mind.
we had such an amazing time
in maine and vermont
and just random subway trips in the ol' crozetto.
but i don't know what changed from then.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
but i don't feel like i can talk to you.
i don't know what it is
but i don't like it at all.
these past ten months has been the best of my life
but something has changed.
i feel like i can't talk to you without you judging me
i don't even know if its judging.
but i don't like it.
at all.
it's different
it's scary.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
lately i've gotten so tight over things
and gotten upset over the stupidest things.
and i tell you i'm sorry.
but i don't think you understand how sorry i actually am.
i don't know why i get so moody.
i mean, yes i'm a girl.
and girls do this.
but its not an excuse.
i shouldn't treat you in a way that you don't deserve.
you've done so much for me and i thank you so much.
but i just don't know what to do about this change.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
i've gotten use to the habit of us having good conversations
but recently, the table has turned.
the past few nights have been so horrible
and we go to sleep in fights.
that should not happen.
we promised it wouldn't.
we've talked about breaking up.
i say i don't care but the truth is.
i do.
i will always care.
there is only one thing i'm absolutely sure about
in this world.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
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Written on 2008-12-01 at 04:41
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to: you; from: me.
i remember this summerwe had such an amazing time
in maine and vermont
and just random subway trips in the ol' crozetto.
but i don't know what changed from then.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
but i don't feel like i can talk to you.
i don't know what it is
but i don't like it at all.
these past ten months has been the best of my life
but something has changed.
i feel like i can't talk to you without you judging me
i don't even know if its judging.
but i don't like it.
at all.
it's different
it's scary.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
lately i've gotten so tight over things
and gotten upset over the stupidest things.
and i tell you i'm sorry.
but i don't think you understand how sorry i actually am.
i don't know why i get so moody.
i mean, yes i'm a girl.
and girls do this.
but its not an excuse.
i shouldn't treat you in a way that you don't deserve.
you've done so much for me and i thank you so much.
but i just don't know what to do about this change.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
i've gotten use to the habit of us having good conversations
but recently, the table has turned.
the past few nights have been so horrible
and we go to sleep in fights.
that should not happen.
we promised it wouldn't.
we've talked about breaking up.
i say i don't care but the truth is.
i do.
i will always care.
there is only one thing i'm absolutely sure about
in this world.
i still love you.
nothing will ever change that.
Words by sgaunt
Read 777 times
Written on 2008-12-01 at 04:41
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