Ross love I
I can breathe this
I know this too well
‘Stranger things have happened I know’
But you are the strangest, in this peculiar way ur the best thing that has happened to me
Cos now I can get over my need to ‘fix you’
I can get over my need to be you
I can just love you as u
And if you would love me as me…..
And if we weren’t afraid to show our flaws..
Fuck! That’s sexy!
It is…or we’re just two horney schoolboys in the wrong bodies…
Everything that comes outta his head is sex
In a strange way I don’t need to imagine holding his hand
Or hugging him
I just need to know what’s beyond
Cos neither of us are…well…we’re from homogenous schools
And trust me that makes a diff
He knows he can..he knows he must
He cares in more than just…
I love I love
I’m afraid to know more
Cos I don’t wanna hate a hair on his head
I would tell him to grow it
And not dig his nose
And not…
But he wouldn’t listen
And that would be the awesome part
Cos I don’t fall for ppl who would change for me
No! not any more
I’m over the jerks
I’m over the sad sacks
I like the strong in himself
And don’t give a fuck types
And he is slowly becoming my type
And im not in love in this scary way in which I feel im losing myself to him
Or giving away too much
Cos I know he would take only as much as he needed
I wanna become his arm candy
Not only his gtalk queen
So I’d change for him
Not who I am
Just how I am
And how much I know him
Cos really I just wanna take a trip inside his head
And smt tells me I’ll find me there
Diary by Puddled
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Written on 2009-01-03 at 21:48
Tags Relationships  Love  Me 
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