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Speak for Myself.


i am not going to speak for everybody
since i am only one
i am only me
that is
all

i'm beginning with
all i have while putting myself to sleep
all i hope i'll need

but it is an echo
it grabs and digs
me out of
solidness

there is an echo
wanting more
wanting
hard
raw
delighted process

there is an echo
silented by tomorrows
and loud laughter spined
in sanity

though we all echo
i can only speak for me

i can only speak for me
tell about my fantasies
today we spoke about monogami
i guess i give up the hunt willingly
to let new effort inspire me

monogami
monogami
monogami

i do origami with the word
fold the letters into a shell
i want to hide in it
make monogami mine

new effort or other kind
it doesn't matter just unleash what is beneath
my peel
my rind

rightousness is limited
when it comes to ending
people
lending them yourself
into
a twofold
struggle

i don't mind climbing slow
as long as i can get onward
further
up
or further down

as long as i can belong
in what we all long for

but then again i
can only speak for myself

i can only admit that
selfishly i want more
of everything

and less of wants
for new needs
i feed myself breakfast
out of strong beliefs



i light a candle and present myself
as allure

but extremely remote






Poetry by Cecilia Catalina
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Written on 2009-04-23 at 08:22

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