I'm special till the end
I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guyAll these years I've been wandering around
Wondering how come nobody noticed who I was looking for was somebody
Somebody who looked like you, walked like you, smiled like you
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart of mine
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance
My cold torn broken aching heart recalls all these long years
And all the memories I wanted to forget leaps in to my mind
Warming, breaking, aching, crying, chilling
Making sure that my heart stays cold
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I'm scared that it will never end
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I tell myself I'm special till the end
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole
Love is always by my side but I've never felt it once
I'm just a loser who ends up caring for my cold broken heart
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else
Breathing in every single pleasant feeling
You turn the cold blackness in my heart into warm light
If you really wanna fly you have to let go
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I'm scared that it will never end
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I tell myself I'm special till the end
Waiting to come back up on my feet, you got to believe
When it's dark you will be the light, when it's silent I will be the sound
Find you turning, laughing and smiling in this world where everyone is lonely
If you are at a loss as to what to do, raise your finger
It will know which way the wind is blowing
I don't care what they say no matter what they say
I had a premonition and I've been waitin' ever since what a fool I've been
Let yourself loose every feeling joy to grief
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy
And I take it all in and grin at my future on the way
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I'm scared that it will never end
Well I'm scared, scared to death
And I tell myself I'm special till the end
Poetry by Lato
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Written on 2009-05-23 at 12:37
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