In one of my moods
but I don't kow why

~L.~


Down Mood Of The See-Saw



Sometimes I wish I could
just reach inside my head
press a magic 'STOP' button
and make all my craziness go away...

The see-saw moods that even
I do not understand feeling
guilty for feeling bad because
a friend may be worse off then me...

I act the fool all hyper and loud
but in reality I am not
a person who of
themselves is proud...

Sure I have friends who say
I am nice, pretty and cool
but I sometimes find it hard
to believe them and I know not why...

If I weren't a coward the world
I'd make better by not being in it
but I've people who have been good to me
so I can't put them through that...

I do not know why I am how I am
normal is what I wish I was
I guess the truth is the demons
I know not how to fight them

.....But I have to keep trying and not give up.

01/07/09





Poetry by liz munro The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2009-07-01 at 14:43

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Stan Cooper The PoetBay support member heart!
Dear Liz...I hate to sound like an amateur psychologist, so
excuse me now as I try to make a constructive suggestion
to you....I think you would help yourself by focusing less
on what you perceive to be your problems...Change your
focus...and I'm almost certain you will gain a positive result

If I'm off base, I apologize

xxx Stan
2009-07-01



It's a good thing to get moods on paper, Liz.
xx
2009-07-01