This is something above comprehension

This is one thing that needs your attention

And I don't think I should even mention

The fact that you won't even look at me.

The idea that you would be going down on one knee

Was a complete utter misuse of words to a degree

Where you never meant it wholeheartedly. 

You just tangled those words into my head,

And telling me that you'd rather die instead

Of leaving me behind and won't carry on ahead

Without me because I was the one who tied our thread. 

Now I see that you lied

From that day forward you just set me aside

Leaving me alone and cold on the outside

Wondering who in the world you could now be beside.

I'm as useless as a low rank card in your deck.

I'm never even looked at, and you never check

To see if I could be helpful in saving your neck

At the show down at the end of every game you play

And I'm just the past, and never in your present day

I'm too black and white to have a decent say 

In this relationship; and now I wonder if it's worth the stay.

All you ever do it hurt me anyway.