Melanchope
My body feels coldaching with this pain I can't feel
Regret
Sorrow
Fear
Like I was meant to fly
but I never found my wings
so I fall
with nothing to grab a hold of
You found me when I was so close to just giving up
going to sleep and not being alive anymore
you said you didn't want to loose someone that had such great potential of being a great friend
Here I am years later
A marriage put on ice
two people so desperately close
yet so far away from each other
The fire of belief flickering in a hurricane
that doesn't seem to want to go away
and I'm still struggling to blink the sleep out of my eyes
struggling to breathe
to survive this numbing pain
I don't know where came from
I'm still struggling to find some joy out of a life
where the things that before gave me meaning
now feel insufficient
to answer the question I was asking myself back when I was 17
and you stopped me from letting myself fall into death
"What do I have to live for?"
Poetry by SecretWords
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Written on 2011-01-26 at 19:49
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