A poetic memoir of my first time drinking.


something about three in the morning

something about three in the morning
transforms the deep drainage ditch by the side of the road
into the perfect hideaway

that same something turns the two of us
christie and me
from sedate sixteen-year-olds to giddy schoolgirls

tasting the forbidden air on our tongues, we both giggle
as we slide down six feet of scratchy pavement
to sit on the shelf jutting inexplicably
over the pipe's gaping mouth

i'm clutching a pink camo lunch box to my chest, trying
[and failing]
to muffle the rattling of the glass bottles inside

the sound grates across the cul-de-sac
but our suburb in the middle of nowhere is populated mostly
by the very young and their exhausted parents

no one is awake to hear

only the night sky bears witness to our mischief
rewarding our cleverness with a wash of loving moon-glow

though it is mid-july, the breeze sends goosebumps rippling
across our bare legs and arms

the slender boughs of leaning pine trees wave halfheartedly
toward us, occasionally grazing our cheeks with stiff needles
in an accidental caress

i lean back against the side of the ditch for a moment

its roughness scraping against my skin is oddly soothing
--like a mother's kiss, tiger-style

christie has been eying the lunch box

she takes it from me now, unzipping it

i accept the bottle she passes to me
[it is the fuller of the two]
and wrap its neck in my shirt to twist off the cap

my head tips back and i raise the bottle to my lips
wonder for less than a second what exactly this will feel like
take a cautious sip

most of the liquid shoots back out like a stubborn fountain
i hack and sputter

christie would be mocking me were she not also coughing
the drink ablaze within her stomach just like mine

our eyes meet

--hers green by day, mine blue
both reduced by the darkness to shadowy question marks--

and we burst into the uncontainable laughter of the young
and infinite







Words by SquidProQuo
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Written on 2011-11-21 at 18:09

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