Music: Laura Marling - New Romantic
and there's not really anything that's making me sad
or holding me back
but myself
and my self-anger for doing so
Books I should've read by now as the end of them comes speeding towards me
just days away
hours away
and I am still unprepared
People I should've called, but they don't call me and ask for me to be alive
and those who do
get served a lie
so as to not worry them, I tell myself
I was supposed to be alive by now
not continuing to listen to these sad, sad songs
that no longer describe my life
This blend of happiness and sadness
where happiness has reasons
the sadness a shadow of things I tell myself
and days I keep myself away from the life
that makes me smile
for no reason at all
I've survived too much to give in to this
Poetry by SecretWords
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Written on 2012-05-17 at 15:52
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Vacant
Wasted hoursand there's not really anything that's making me sad
or holding me back
but myself
and my self-anger for doing so
Books I should've read by now as the end of them comes speeding towards me
just days away
hours away
and I am still unprepared
People I should've called, but they don't call me and ask for me to be alive
and those who do
get served a lie
so as to not worry them, I tell myself
I was supposed to be alive by now
not continuing to listen to these sad, sad songs
that no longer describe my life
This blend of happiness and sadness
where happiness has reasons
the sadness a shadow of things I tell myself
and days I keep myself away from the life
that makes me smile
for no reason at all
I've survived too much to give in to this
Poetry by SecretWords
Read 448 times
Written on 2012-05-17 at 15:52
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