Music: Flyleaf - Call you out


Caffeinated Detoxicating Sleep

Accelerated heartbeat
hands shaking
every emotion enhanced and numbed in some delirious and painful mix

High on months of a slow and advancing sleep deprivation
my mind finally falters me
my ability to sleep leaves me

And I deceive you to protect you
from my false emotions

You are fine right now
not worried

and I am crying my eyes out - again
and burning in anger - again

as her whispers steadily gain ground in me

"You go further for him, sacrifice more, than he does for you"

My grip on the reality of you
fading in the erosion of

her interpretation of your words




Poetry by SecretWords The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2012-09-29 at 03:40

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