Just bullshit I had to get out of my head.


I thought it was because of me

I thought it was because of me
You said it was

That I was to much
You couldn't handle it
You got exhausted
And wanted me quiet

I cried and wanted
your arms around me
Your gentle voice,
telling me that everything
will be alright

But you can't

I thought you were tired of me
That you didn't want us anymore


Today the world is on crack

My head it's own storms


and


This time I'd like to fall

Leave me alone

(I'm fucking afraid.
Never let me go)



Poetry by barbeina
Read 1004 times
Written on 2006-04-06 at 13:41

dott Save as a bookmark (requires login)
dott Write a comment (requires login)
dott Send as email (requires login)
dott Print text


Esti D-G
Oh God! It looks like we're all in the same boat. My one says I'm too much to handle and that he's exhausted and only wants me when I'm quiet (and he can watch football in peace!)as well.

Thanks for putting into words exactly what I feel too.

luv esti
2006-05-18


Inked.
I love the conflicting feelings in this. Dark and depressing, but at the same time good to read, nice rhythm, etc.

I love "Today the world is on crack."
2006-04-06


Zoya Zaidi
This is such goood expression on the dilemma of wanting to leave and yet wanting to stay. Thrying to do the right thing, and yet wanting to go on with what was...very well expressed!
(((hugs Barbeina))))
Love, xxx, Zoya
2006-04-06


Rhia
Oh MY..
i'm sorry you feel that way, i recently did too, and it was so unlike me, i mean he just left....well sort of. I hope everything gets better, and the poetry is amazing, so moving, it actually made me tear up a little...anyways at least good poetry can come out of such a horrible thing
2006-04-06