this is a poem i wrote to my mum in 2005


I wish

Hey mum,
I've done something.
It's not bad,
It's just annoying.
The last poem I wrote to you,
I've lost it.
It upsets me,
As I can't remember what's in it.
Well I know it was sad,
I was going on about how much I missed you.
I do miss you so much,
The memories that tear me apart.
Wishing I could just have one more cuddle.
One more night talking to you,
One more day of being with you.
I wish I could take back,
The misery I caused you,
That summer.
All the times I made you cry,
Just puts me in a shame.
Knowing you were ill,
Yet I caused you so much havoc.

Well see me now,
The girl I am now.
I'm sure you can,
From above in the clouds you rest.
I'm going forward,
Being what you wanted me to be.
A happy girl,
I won't be completely happy without you,
But I'm still happy.
I'm with Ewan now,
You would really like him.
If my dad likes him,
C'mon you definitely would.
He's funny, sweet, caring, loving and a big kid.
Nearly 9months we are,
I'm sure that tells you he's okay.
Anyways he's the person,
I love so much.
If you were here,
He would be all I ever talked about.
That's what else I miss,
Talking to you about everything.
No matter how much I babbled,
You always listened.
I remember when I was going to blackpool,
The only thing I ever thought about,
Was how much fun I was having,
And I couldn't even come home to tell you about it.
You know the way i used to,
Repeating the story about five times,
Until I got bored with it.
I know that you can see what I'm doing,
But it's not the same.

I wish, I wish,
Everyday I wish,
That you were here.




Poetry by Hazel
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Written on 2007-02-13 at 23:16

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