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HR III
Written 2024-09-12
- HR finally after 27 days of process accepted my request for an accommodation in relation to my mobility issues... but they will reevaluate in 6 months...
Am I wrong to feel a bit peeved?
I'm required to provide another
Medical note in six months to
Verify that the accommodation
Will still be reasonable by then.
It's humiliating to be put through, no?
There is absolutely no prospects of any
Improvement with this condition, but
In order for me to keep the accommodation,
I'll be forced to do the activity that led
To the request being made in the first place,
To satisfy some administrative procedure,
Not any logical reason that justifies making
Me have to endure pain to obtain a note
Which will basically provide the same
Information as was provided in the first one.
It all feels like a useless request, and in my
Reality of what it means to go places, it's
Not making much sense that I can digest.
I only go places if it's absolutely necessary...
What's this nonsense about really? 'cause
You're making me go somewhere for nothing,
Knowing how painful it is for me to go places.
I say for nothing 'cause it'll be the same info...
So why am I required to go and obtain it again?
For what purpose exactly? Do you not see how
Purposeless all of this, your request, feels to me?
Maybe if your life was obligated to be organized
By the number of travels you can physically endure,
You might better understand my perspective on this.
So, am I wrong to feel a bit peeved?
Having to jump through hoops really
Sours my mood, I can't help it anymore.
I'm a huge fan of sense, it's something
That I really need for my well-being.
And right now, that's not what you're offering me.
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It's Time
Written 2024-09-09
Listen, you evidently
Can't handle this now,
And it's making you
Feel totally miserable,
So it may be time for
You to step away... ?
You know you need
To consider this now,
'Cause it no longer
Answers your needs,
And it only manages
To crush you to bits...
The comfort and support
It once was for you is no
Longer, that epoch's gone,
And the more time goes,
The more it's revealed that
This doesn't suit anymore...
You should listen, really.
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Mon petit champ de broccoli
Written 2024-09-08
- with rough translation... very fond moments spent in my little field of broccoli as a child...
Quand j'étais enfant,
J'ai fait une découverte
Tout à fait émerveillante :
J'ai trouvé un petit champ
De broccoli non loin des bois qui
Longeaient la cour de ma maison.
When I was a child,
I made a discovery
That was so amazing :
I found a little field
Of broccoli not far from the woods that
Stretched along the backyard of my house.
Des rangées et des rangées
De broccoli devant moi,
Et je m'assoyais entres elles,
Le soleil me tapant sur la tête,
Et j'étais si paisible, émerveillée,
Totalement remplie de joie.
Rows and rows
Of broccoli before me,
And I'd sit between them,
The sun heating my head,
And I was so at peace, amazed,
Totally filled with joy.
Assise-là, je m'adonnais à grignoter
Sur ces belles et incroyables découvertes,
Complètement contente de cette chance...
Dans mon insouciance d'enfant,
Je n'avais jamais pensé que ce broccoli
Pouvait être la propriété de quelqu'un.
While sitting there, I indulged in snacking
On these beautiful and incredible discoveries,
Absolutely happy for this chance...
In my child's unawareness,
I'd never even thought that this broccoli
Could be someone's property.
C'est un de mes plus beaux souvenirs,
Mon petit champ de broccoli.
It's one of my dearest memories,
My little field of broccoli.
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Unprompted
Written 2024-09-08
- very strange, 'cause my thoughts are not on that at all...
Sometimes when I lie down
And try to get myself to sleep
I'll have my arms on my side
And feel the wounds of the past
As if I'd just made them now.
The sensation's so real even
If it's my body's memory
Playing it up in that moment,
I feel the throbbing, and the
Blood pulsating out of me.
This happens quite frequently
Even though there's no state
Of mind for self-destruction
And no depressive episode, it
Comes completely unprompted
When I try to relax and find sleep.
It's like my body has its own life
Separate from my mind's control,
It's all very strange considering
It's been years since I've done this.
There's no desire in me to take
Out the cutting implements and
Certainly no desire to hurt myself,
So why my body goes back to that
Reality of a distant past's a mystery,
When all I'm trying to do is sleep.
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for Jey... the circumstances can't help me guess 'cause nothing happened...
If Only
Written 2024-09-07
If only I knew what
Was upsetting you
So much, maybe we
Could talk about it,
And find a resolution.
I'm worried to know
You so upset about
Something, and
Apparently, it's about
Me, but you need to say.
Last time we spoke,
You were happy sharing
About your graduation
And your experiences in
Training, it was wonderful.
There was no indication
Of anything being wrong,
So, you'll need to help
Me with some details
As to what this is about.
I cannot guess.
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Over the Moon Happy
Written 2024-09-07
- we haven't seen each other in 4 years, not because we're fighting or anything like that... just life and being young trying to work out things in his life...
since I'm on vacation, chanced my luck and sent him a text to see if he had any free days from now 'til the 16th... and he does :) so I'm off to Montréal in a few days...
Good news, I'll be seeing
My eldest son either Tuesday
Or next Saturday, so excited!
We haven't seen each other in
Years, 'cause life and all of that.
Can't wait to hold him,
Give him the biggest kiss,
And spend time with him.
Oh have I ever missed him!
This is going to be so nice.
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HR II
Written 2024-09-07
- request to HR for an accommodation in relation to my mobility... it's ongoing...
Started the process on 15 Aug,
Got a response on 22 Aug,
'Cause my email ended up
In the spam box unnoticed.
Then had a Teams meeting
On 28 Aug, had a doctor's
Visit on 3 Sep, and submitted
The doctor's note and then an
Email explaining my situation.
On 5 Sep, I notify HR that
I start my vacation on Friday,
Head's up if they plan a meeting.
They respond asking if JFS
Got in contact with me, and
I reply no one has got in
Contact with me yet, and that
Communication ended there.
So today, I do a follow-up
And ask what's going on...
They tell me that before they
Can render a decision, they
Have to talk with my Chef,
Who happens to be on vacation
At the moment until 10 Sep.
I kind of lose my cool at this
Point and share my stress
And now panic, and put it to
Them to confirm what my
Options would be if my Chef
Did not agree, force myself
To keep going to the office
And probably injure myself,
Or leave my job that I love?
They responded that they should
Be able to accommodate me, but
That they can't possibly make the
Decision without first consulting
With my Chef. It's at that point
I came to wonder when they were
Planning to let me know about this.
I've had to seek and prompt all
Throughout this process, and got
To say, I'm pretty pissed that this
Is still not resolved after all this time.
And I start my vacation time with
This hanging around not dealt with.
I've been at it for 22 days now,
My nerves have had enough.
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On Commenting
Written 2024-09-06
Get so self-conscious
Leaving comments
On others' posts 'cause
I never think I have
Anything worthwhile
To offer, and I'm so
Afraid of being an
Annoyance in the end.
I have to wrestle with
This immense anxiety
Any time I communicate
With others, I'm socially
Quite a wreck, really...
I do try to improve myself,
But it's something that'll
Take a while to sort out.
Thanks for your patience.
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STFU
Written 2024-09-06
Fucking hell, girl,
Why won't you give
It a rest already...
No one wants to hear
About that, and anyway,
What do you expect?
A bit unfair to fill the
Space with your negative
Crap, be considerate...
Surely you can write
Better things than that,
Just put your mind to it!
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Not Convinced
Written 2024-09-06
- regular chair is around 32 lbs... electric is around 67 lbs... hm...
I've been considering a wheelchair
To be able to go to the office and
Not have as much walking to do,
But that solution comes with its
Own set of problems, transport
For one, they are heavy as hell!
Don't know how I'd get that in
The car and get it out on my own.
Plus, I cannot put any weight on
My wrists, so wheeling myself
Around is bound to cause pain.
So not really convinced I want
To be dealing with that right now.
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