"The rails were right but everything else was wrong."
—Conrad Aiken, "Blues for Ruby Matrix"
from the archive, for Sameen and Bibek
The Conductor's View
Look at this: rails and ties, straight and right,
straight through fields of brown and brown—
corn and beans in silo, brown stubble, brown earth.
Here, gone from the city center, the jewelry,
the missions, the pavers and asphalt,
past the worker bees' homes, modest at best,
past the merchants' homes, better, somewhat,
finally, past the gentries' immodest homes,
those on the hill, slight as it may be; then,
fields of brown and brown, and rails and ties,
straight and right, unnatural, but so straight,
and so right and shiny and purposeful.
Here, a farmhouse, falling down, here another,
newer, well kept with notes. Here, the implements—
plows and discs, harrowers and mowers,
balers, trucks, sties, corrals, a silo, all the bits
and pieces, none so straight and true, out here,
haphazard, set out of the way, implements
each set aside, for now, their purpose done, for now.
Come spring, summer, autumn, winter, each
hitched or pulled by an Allis, an Oliver, a Deere,
a Farmall, to pull, dig, tug, scoop, plant, harvest,
each in their own time; and the fields, hilly,
square cornered, some with fences, but none
so straight and true, all seem to the conductor
to be something hellish, something to be condoned,
maybe forgiven for their imperfections—this,
left and right he sees: drab, despite a flag or motto,
despite every effort, but especially for every
lack of effort which he sees as something lesser,
lesser but too familiar. Then, the gentries' homes
on the hill, the merchants', the worker bees',
the depot, the jewelry, the missions, the pavers
and asphalt, and then, look: his own home, try
as he might, imperfect, neither straight nor true.
Poetry by jim
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Written on 2022-08-22 at 04:00
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