Yeah, I guess

I keep coming

Back to all of that

'Cause I'm surpised

Beyond anything as

Realization insists

I may have finally

Found my way out.

I'm surpised 'cause

My belief was pretty 

Set a long time ago

That there'd be no way

I'd ever get away from

Where I was thrown in

And completely stuck.

It was insurmountable

On a permanent basis

Is what it'd always felt

Like having to deal

With what was given

My way, and then,

With the consequences

Of those things received.

It's a happy surprise

To be proven wrong.

I seriously never thought

I'd ever get away from

All of that stuff...

I can't describe to you

My amazement.

Or my relief, either.

It feels good to be alive.

Ha, I just said that.