Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  "In Joy and Sorrow" - HIM 

 

NOTE:  2024 05 20  18H02 EST  Truth of the Matter - 




Truth of the Matter

 

Like a gradual shutting down,

One by one, they're diverted

To a blank where no emotion

Can actually be felt inside me

 

No sight inspires creativity

No thought or happy memory

Finds a way to form for me

All there is is a soaring void

 

Find myself so disconnected

From me, from all around me,

Like there's no existence,

Certainly none worthwhile

 

And the thought of trying

Only feels unappealing...

So exhausted.  So alone

So not meant for any of it

 

The question of "why bother?"

Becomes increasingly difficult

To figure out as time moves on

There's really nothing for me here

 

And I have nothing to offer either

Can't escape the truth of the matter





Diary by F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2024-05-21 at 00:17

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Uncle Meridian The PoetBay support member heart!
FM, sending the big compassion, and my ardent hope that once again life will land gracefully, even joyfully, with you, that the glums might blossom into gladsome light.

But sometimes, I guess, we hafta sit in the crap for a while. Sorry that seems to be current weather conditions. You are valued and esteemed, amiga. Be kind to FM, she deserves nothing but!
2024-05-22


D G Moody The PoetBay support member heart!
Any despair itself forms the compost of creativity - just like this f.i.n.e poem.
2024-05-21


ken d williams The PoetBay support member heart!
Know you are among friends who care
Know you are Loved, respected, admired
Know That We Are Hear, For YOU, AT ALL TIMES
KNOW, REACH OUT AND KNOW OUR HANDS ARE HEAR YET THERE FOR YOU!
Ken D. HUGS
2024-05-21



je me rappelle que tu aimais la musique...il y a peut-être de ces moments qu'il faut laisser aller...live and let live comme dit Paul Mc Cartney bien que lui il dit live and let die lol
2024-05-21


Alan J Ripley The PoetBay support member heart!
Why bother? Because your a fighter one of the good girls
That's meant to be. I know it's hard mentally I've been
there, still doing that, still fighting to be me.
So don't give in F.M your strongest with friends that still
care. Hug's and kisses from Alan and Carol.
2024-05-21