Darkness Within 1 - The Awakening

Why have you abandoned me?
Have I offended you maybe?
If so simply say what I've done.....
Other wise you were never really my friend and I'm stun.
For I'm now dead as dead as can be....
I've become my own perfect enemy.......
My other finally woke up to face me
No longer ignoring his whispers cause maybe
Some day I knew from my image I'd walk away
Saying you disappoint me....I'm better off this way....

I became too dependent on you
Such trust I gave only to the chosen few
But I guess that was all along your plan
For me to do your bidding and a clap of your hand
Not a friend but a willing slave
Knowing that your affection was all that I craved
Now I'm dead as dead can be
I've become my own perfect enemy
My other finally woke up to face me
No longer ignoring his whispers cause maybe
Some day I knew from my image I'd walk away
Saying you disappoint me.....I'm better off this way....

My darkness freely surfaces
I'm prepared to deal with all new consequences
My cousins were right.... I am Chaos....
Simply yearning for havoc was my lust
To rape and pillage another mental state
Poor fools wouldn't know till its too damn late
For to my true nature the good in me has fallen
Finally answering my true calling
For you see I'm as dead as dead can be
I've become my own perfect enemy
Finally waking up and facing me
No longer ignoring my whispers cause maybe
I knew some day from my image I'd walk away
Saying I've disappointed me and now I'm better off this way




Poetry by Nicholai S.L. Sutherland
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Written on 2007-03-21 at 17:40

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