From a conversation I had with my father. We had a '' mate'' relationship. Which as you will read in this telling . I share with you. War is not just about battles , it is far greater than that. Men like my father who volentede as lad 18


11 / 11 REMEMBERANCE DAY

Now my father did all he could to avide avideing world war two

Easy to do where he lived in the hart of industrial Lancashire

Reserved occupation's such jobs were called

He volented for the Royal Navy so he did

At the same time he volenteard for the R A F as a rear gunner

As soon as the job he had would have prevented him joining up

He smartly left, takeing a job that would not prevent him joineing the fight

Against Hitler Mosaleney ,Tojo and all they stood fore


The all this before he'd tuerde 18

The day arrived , a letter dropped thro the letterbox it were from the admiralty

Inviteing him to a medercal and an educastion test he passed both with flying

coulers

With in days he resevde a second letter report to H M S Ganges , the training

depot, down Suffolk way

With the railway pass off he set , off to war he set out

He passde out, sent on draft to H M S Anson , a battleship

Well the war in the Atlantike avided dad and his ship ,when the war in Erupe

Came to it's bloody end , dad was sent to Australia , the war still raged

Thousands still dieing , dad still full of willing '' to do and die'' should thear be

The need

The Gods of war smiled desideing thear were no need , his dad had did all

That were need in the last war to end all wars , had lived , had suffered so

He had advechers fore sure he had , worthy of the telling

Years later , I came upon dad sat on a chair deep in thort as his cup of tea

Were turning look worm

''Hi dad '' says I'' , he did not at first respond , then out of his silence he spoke

I wonted to fight , Ken'' , he said. '' sorry dad?'' I replied. I was totally

Confounded

''The war'' , '' I did not wont others to fight'' . It dawned upon me , dad was

feeling guilty

I could not would not did not duck out of such a situation

Now dad had shared just about all his life with me , so I know him pritty well

I replyde , '' now look hear dad'' , '' You volanterd for the R A F as a rear

gunner ''Sertan dearth'' '' you'd not have lived what three maybe four raids''

At the same time you volanteard for the R N , who chose you , and off you went

How many times , mate , (dad liked me to call him ''mate''). ''When you were

on watch'' , '' did you look in to the clear blue sky '' '' to see a scodran of

stuckers heading striate for the ship?'' ,'' You held your nerve , till it were a

flock of seagulls you could see

''How many times did you spot a U Boat?'' , ''again mate , you held your nerve''

''What you had spotted were a wale'' ,

''Just how many perescops did you see'' , only fore them to be logs drifting''

''Don't you recall those torpedo's '' , ''tuernde out to be porperses or dolfins''

''look mate'' '' you kowe all about fear , never give your self a bad time now''

'' You were a trande pom pom gunner'' , '' if stukers as tryde to dive bombe

the Anson'' , ''I know , and you know , you'd have kept your nerve''

''stood up and fired while under fire'' '' so mate you did your duty''

''After the war in Eurpe was over , you were sent on draft to Chalinger''

''Some where off the Australian coast '', ''so out off one frying pan and to the

pot you sailed , mate''

''I rember you telling me , mate , of you rowing P O W's freed from years of

hunger and torcher'' ,''rowing them to hosptall ships''

'' under orders not to give them pore sods any food''

'' As you'd kill more than you'd saved'' , '' remember the tears you held back''

I remember , you teling me you were on H M S Chalinger syvaying it''

''Thick of all those you sved from being on a wreck , a live , blisferly unaware

They owed their life's to you and your ship mates''

The look on my dads face was a pitcher of releve as all those years of guilt left

him

Many men have a sence of gulit ,

When looking back at any war with no reason to feel guilty at all.

''Those who wait also serve''



Ken D Williams ( THE DYSLEXIC POET )

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED






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Written on 2007-11-08 at 22:05

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Stan Cooper The PoetBay support member heart!
Very very interesting poem, friend Ken....sounds to me that
you love your father deeply....
You are so correct...no need for guilt at all...He served where
he was needed...the choice was not his...We were all in that
same kind of boat...We went where we were told to go..and that
was doing our duty....

Friend Stan
2007-11-09