In May, a girl at my school was killed when a truck driver ran a red light and smashed into her car. She did absolutely nothing wrong.
It tore us to pieces.
I tried to write about it the day it happened...this is all that came out.



Hysteria

nothing and nobody
i cant talk i cant see
something stops me
to be verbs
no i cant

save me
hold me
kiss me
love me

i cant i cant
icantdothatpleasestop
absorbed
no dont do this to me
hes going to yell at me

he always yells at me
they always yell
everyones crying
nobodys helping them
why why why

she is gone and everyones
crying and nobodys helping them
because they have to yell at me
they always have to yell at me
they cant do anything but yell
and all i can do is nothing i

want to cry i want
to feel
stop feeling
run sing jump laugh leave hate love sit
on a mountaintop and dream
clouds clouds trees in the sunlight
on my skin so warm like him

like him
oh god dont take him away
dont yell at him dont hurt him
take me yell at me i cant do this
take me yell at me but dont take him
he wants to stay he
doesnt want to go
dont take him
oh god oh god dont take him
his touch his soul he needs to stay

as long as he wants me needs me
holds me
i need to stay i want to stay
i want to save him

whos going to save me
who
who
if nobody could save her if they took her
everybodys crying
everybody everybody
i cant no no
no stop it please stop this
i dont no dont nobody can
help them nobody could save her
nobody nobody
what can they do but cry there is nothing

nothing is what cant be happening because
nothing doesnt hurt this much

what is going on i
cant understand its too much
where did they go they were crying
but they werent there
where were they if they werent there
nowhere nowhere
somewhere
anywhere but here where she was

but they took her and shes gone
and gone isnt here
and they wont give her back
nobody could save her
how could they ever save me




Words by Sun.Moon.Stars.Rain
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Written on 2008-09-18 at 01:22

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danielle289
one word...fantastic!
2008-09-18