This story/poem , is based the experience of the son of WW1 soldier. I recently read


HOW HE USED TO BE (WW1)

He used to be , so gentle , so kind , of good humor

Hardly touched strong drink , gave him a headache

So enjoyed the occasional beer , when the day was hot

He keep to just one or two , rarely any more

All that met him , liked him , the woman loved him

He fell in love , got engaged , bottom draw added

To each day , till it were full ready fore the they married

Duly wed , all looking good , years of happiness lay ahead

So was 1913 , a good looking year , a year of love , dreams

Comping true , first baby arrival , perfect in every way

First Chritmas as a family , oh such happy day's!

Nineteen fourteen , dawned , the year look like it was going to be

As nineteen thirteen had been , so it seemed was going to be ever so

Spring and summer , was warm , hot on most days , shirtsleeves , no jackets

No coats , no jumpers!

The skies were blue , hardly any rain at all , summer went on and on , never

Ending summer days

Birds sang , he and his wife and child smiled , how could anything go wrong?

He had a job , not badly paid , all three ate well , had a three roomed flat

All was well , they were as happy as could be

Then came August the fourth , when all that changed , Britain was at war with

Germany

The ideal , came to a crashing end , he joined up , to do his bit for King and

Country

He served at Gallipoli , The Somme , blown up by a shell , he survived , four of

His chums did not , the lay in bits all around him , he had wounded arm , not to

Badly

Patched up , sent home on leave to his family

They could see he'd changed , he would would be quiet , not say a word

He smoked , something he never had Before The War , he drank , and could

He put it away! his temper was on a short fuse , hard harsh words , would pore

Out of his mouth

He'd go to the pub , spend time with others on leave , they keep there own

Counsel

When any one asked: '' whats it like , at the front? ''

One would say '' cushy enough suppose '' , a common understatement

That was all was said , any one wanting to know any more

Was discourage to ask any more questions

Always one who pushed to far

He'd shut the stupid fooker up with a thump

Family all all , lets be honest , when he went back to the front

He went back , survive death more than once , lived , if can call living

The self as he was in 1913 , till August 1914 , had not survived that war

In 1919 , he came home , to the family , but he was a stranger now

He was only sober , when he had no money for beer

He lashed out at his wife and chilldren , only one born due to love

The others well , not conceived in acts of love

He sold his meddles , for beer money

He regally beet up his wife , when he was drunk , which , was often

One day his son saw him coming up the garden path , drunk as usual

Calling , out for his wife , belt in wrapped around his fist , buckle

Showing along his knuckles

The son could not longer stand by while his mum , took one more pasting

From him!

He , the son , grabbed his dad , and laid in to him , beet the shit out of his

Dad

His dad dear not lay a finger on his mother again!

When he died , he was not mourned when he died

Back then P T S , was not reconisde during World War one , those who came back

From That War , shell shock , was a term , that became some kind of

Reincarnation , of what soldiers , were suffering

Were left to get on with it , as were the family's

Ken D Williams

The Dyslexic Wordsmith






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Written on 2014-02-16 at 13:33

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Soup in the Sand
Very, very powerful. Well-done indeed.

Here is a little article on that marine I mentioned to you a couple days ago- ptsd-related

http://www.theguardian.com/world/2006/jul/02/usa.paulharris

Fabulous write, here, indeed.

Ajade
2014-02-23


Lawrence Beck The PoetBay support member heart!
The terminology changes. The condition remains the same. Lately, it's been showing up in Iraq and Afghanistan.
2014-02-18


F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
I don't know how much any better they are at recognizing it today too ... having to fight tooth and nail the organization (here the army) that is supposed to support them is not an unheard story still nowadays... but anyway, I digress... sorry... this was very well written, and described the transformation of this character very clearly... the effects are certainly devastating. *hugs* xx
2014-02-17


shells
Sorry, I meant PTS, oops.
2014-02-17


shells
Sadly PST wasn't recognised then, the fallout from war is huge in so many ways, as you have portrayed Ken.
2014-02-17


Nabeela Altaf
This is so sad. To think wars can break a family apart and destroy love.
2014-02-16