- my mother is afflicted with bipolar disorder with psychotic manias, muliple personality disorder (now called dissociative identity disorder), borderline personality disorder, bulimia... she also behaves in every way like a sociopath... and nothing that comes out of her mouth is ever the truth, it's all made up ... also it's like people around her are part of a play only she knows about, and unbeknownst to them, they have a purpose in her play... and she's the director...

there are so many instances involving her that are completely bizarre and so difficult to explain... but for this one,  I've never been able to shake off the suspicions... the horrifying feeling the thought gave me then hasn't really subsided now when I think of this incident...

sorry, therapy is bringing up all these thoughts... need to confront them...

I doubt this woman so much

That I have a strong suspicion

She let our downstairs neighbor die.

Why would I think such a horrible thing?

It's because whenever she offers unprompted

Details, you know there's something behind it.

She made it a point to specify to everyone

That during the medical incident, the

Neighbor refused an ambulance be called.

That immediately raised a red flag for me.

She had come to be really annoyed with

This neighbor 'cause she was over all the time.

She'd come upstairs to our place all day

And she'd become her partner's drinking buddy

And she couldn't tolerate anyone taking his time.

This woman becomes dangerous when

Others interfere with any of her plans,

So I really wouldn't be surprised to learn

That the ambulance refusal was never

Anything that the neighbor expressed.

I think she saw an opportunity for a fix,

A permanent resolution to her problem.

A horrible suspicion, but I can't help it,

The realm in which this woman lives,

There's no telling what she's capable of,

Although in saying that, years have shown the

Lengths she'll go to in order to satisfy her wants.

So it really doesn't feel far-fetched to think

She'd be capable of such cold callousness,

It's not like it'd be completely out of character.

It's one of those disturbing things among many

That linger as concerns this person in my life,

And there really is no other way to put it:

The woman is an absolute sociopath.