- first, it was emotional pain... and now it's physical pain... I'm exhausted... 

Admittedly, I'm a bit down right now,

So my thoughts are on the negative side.

Reflecting on the fact half my life is done,

And how that first half was truly horrible.

Here's my second half currently in progress,

And it's not looking like it'll get any better.              

The recurring and absolute constant for me

Has always been pain, and that'll continue.

It's the one sure element in my life

That has always been true and will

Always until the end be true -

No getting around that fact.

So yeah, sorry, not feeling too chipper.