Feeling Optimistic II
- yeah, my life is incredibly boring... but that's what's going on right now...
Omnis for omnipraticiens in French... which is general practitioners in English... we're a team of 8...
When I go to the office,
I have 500 metres to
Walk from the parking
Place I leave my car at
To the office, and I did
With my trekking poles
For the first time today.
Spent the whole day
Using my poles, and
It certainly helps me
Move much quicker (my manager made the remark about it too)
Than I have been in
The last few months.
So that's very different.
My arms are killing me,
And my wrists are indeed
Sore, but it's tolerable, so
I think I'll be ok with these.
The attention it brings me
Is still not something I like
Much, but I did notice that
People are being incredibly
Nice, not that they weren't (not just colleagues, even strangers when out)
Before, but we talked about
What's going on and they
Expressed support and even
Offered to let them know if
They can do something for me.
Must admit that lightened my
Feelings of awkwardness and
Discomfort about my condition.
I hadn't really told anyone, they
Just saw me limp and sort of
Hold on to the walls on the way
Without knowing why I am. (felt really uncomfortable about that)
But now they know, and I'm
Feeling ok with that, and my
Going around with my trekking
Poles around the office is ok,
Not feeling as shy about it now
That I've done it. Seems like
Today achieved a few victories.
I opened up to a group of five. (my work team, we're known as the Omnis)
I used my trekking poles
All day quite successfully.
I walked a whole lot more today
And I'm no worse off in my pain.
It felt like I finally had a full day
Like I haven't been able to have
For so long now. It was amazing.
So my optimism is on the rise,
I really think this is going to work.
The arms will need a bit of time
To strengthen, but I think that'll
Settle down and I'll be fine soon.
The wrists, well, we'll see in time...
But for now, it's all looking good.
Diary by IB M
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Written on 2024-09-25 at 01:40
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