It's left up to me

To fix the damages

They caused me

At this stage though

My belief is that some

Damages can't be fixed

Not for lack of trying

But attempts over years

Have revealed it's true

Some brokenness

Cannot be restored as

It's a permanent affair

The moment that part is

Stolen and mistreated to

Never be the same again

That will never leave nor

Will it ever recover, and

Rebuilding it for yourself

Is impossible, it's gone.

It will never be.

It was obliterated.

So it's left up to me,

To figure out how to

Move on in this void.

Not for a lack of trying...