- for the last 4 years, I've been working really hard to resolve my anxiety/phobia issues... doing the things that cause me anxiety or fear to learn to manage them...

so I set myself these challenges, and progressively work my way through the situations... it's actually been pretty helpful to do that...

recently at work, I agreed to do something I've never been able to do... and I'm fighting the regret very hard at the moment lol... 

not many of my colleagues speak English... and those who do, do it very poorly... that's Québec... 

Considering I can speak a

Very proper English, I was

Asked if I could do a webinar            (involves a Q&A session with the MDs)

To present the different types

Of billing that physicians can

Have according to the different

Types of practices, and also to

Present our services and platform

To the medical students beginning

Their practices as full physicians,

And as new clients at our company.

I said yes (!), and I still

Can't believe that I did.

I can't begin to describe

The dread that's been settling

Since that 3-letter word came 

Out of my mouth last week.

Why on Earth did I agree to this?       (it's recorded, en plus)

This is so very far out of my

Comfort zone, to say the least!

Oh, I look forward to it being over,

And oh, I hope I don't screw it up!