- even if it's unclear how it came to be... 

How I used to feel and all of

The details are still very much there,

But not felt like they once were...

They're sort of felt in the third person now.

Although I know all of it

Is my story lived, it's like

It happened to someone else.

It's hard to put into words...

Recently was told that it's

Probaby time, with age

Things come to settle down.

Perhaps that's right, I don't know.

But whatever it is exactly,

I don't think it needs defining.

The relentless pain was removed

And that's just an endless relief.

I'm very happy to go along with it.