I still carry that lack of self-assuredness

Whenever I find myself in the company

Of others, I'm never sure of anything...

I have high doubts that I'm interesting

As a person, or that I'm brilliant in any

Way, and what can I really talk about... ?

So all I can really do is listen to people,

And try to follow what they're on about;

Can't say that I always do, but I try...

I'm no longer terrified to be with others,

But I wouldn't say my level of comfort

Is very high for it, I'm just never sure...

And that always leaves me nervous.

Makes me wonder if it can ever be

Resolved, I've always been this way...