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NOTE:  2017 06 29  00H40 EST  Conclusion -



Conclusion

Written 2017-06-29

 

Just that it's time to go ...

 



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NOTE:  2017 06 20  00H36 EST  Ramblings 401 -  ramblings...



Ramblings 401

Written 2017-06-20

 

words spilled out for so long

and now, they don't want to

 

time to let it all go, break away, forget

the words 'cause they've been said already

 

it's no use spinning around this circle

and let it run over on repeat - let it go

 

all's been covered, in more ways than one

so it's time to move on to another step of life

 

I scream it to myself fervently

I scream and scream; scream

 

 

 

 

 

 



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NOTE:  2017 06 14  16H06 EST  Ramblings 398 -



Ramblings 398

Written 2017-06-14

 

This anger that I feel

It has many levels

 

The first one

Is at myself

 

The second

At bad draw of the luck

 

Furthermore

I look around me

 

Maybe I'm too sensitive

But I don't think so

 

Many things are very wrong

And everyone knows it too

 

So don't look at me that way

Like I'm disconnected and unwell

 

I can't help myself

I think about it all

 



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NOTE:  2017 06 02  14H27 EST  Retrospect -



Retrospect

Written 2017-06-02

 

funny thing is,

that it doesn't matter

anymore,

none of it does

 

my scribbles,

as usual won't give up

what I mean;

just that it doesn't

 

faking through,

probably a strategy for many,

perhaps my own,

who knows?

 

as stated before,

it doesn't matter

anymore,

nothing does

 

letting it all go,

well, that...

that means more,

above everything else

 

 

 



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Current Music:  "Poison" - Alice Cooper

 

NOTE:  2017 05 31  23H46 EST  Ramblings 396 -



Ramblings 396

Written 2017-06-01

 

Telling you, and fully bringing you in,

They are prospects with many costs

 

Ones about worrying and wanting

To move heaven and Earth to help someone

 

As it slowly runs down my forearm

You'll never know the sensation of it

 

I do though, and it plays in mind, over

And over again, without any foreseeable end

 

Your end wasn't one at all,

But this was every bit of it

 

 



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Current Music:  "Words as Weapons" - Seether

 

NOTE:  2017 05 22  17H42 EST  Ramblings 392 - ramblings...



Ramblings 392

Written 2017-05-23

 

Giving credence to your reality

isn't an option I can contemplate,

'cause if I did,

I'd give you a purpose

 

and then, I'd never get well

 

 



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NOTE:  2017 05 20  17H07 EST  Ramblings 391 -



Ramblings 391

Written 2017-05-20

 

It's become abundantly clear to me

That spending too much time

On my own, with my mind,

Is just not a winning combination.

 

So how do I change that?

 

 



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Current Music:  "Passion Rain" - MdG (independent)

 

NOTE:  2017 05 17  20H33 EST  Stepping Away - ramblings...



Stepping Away

Written 2017-05-18

 

I've come to the conclusion

That I want nothing more

To do with you and how

You take a hold over me.

 

It's now time for me to look

Beyond other circumstances,

And work with all of my heart

Toward them, to leave everything

 

Else behind...

All that screams

To find its end,

'Cause I need it.

 

I need for it all to be done,

And over with ;  a pure break...

Don't want it to ever occupy

My spare spaces ever again.

 

I smile,

But still,

I seek for you

To finally let go.

 

Let me go,

Let me

(I say

To myself)

 

 



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Current Music:  "Silence (feat. Sarah McLachlan)" - Delerium

 

NOTE:  2017 02 01  11H19 EST  Ramblings 388 -



Ramblings 388

Written 2017-02-02

 

In most people's thoughts

A ban would be in order

'Cause hearing the words to

Describe it are too shocking

 

A bit of an understatement

Considering even the 'professionals'

Felt completely overwhelmed by the

Story she painstakingly hoped not to tell

 

They don't know

She certainly doesn't either

It's just what was and what is

This isolation makes it all the more sore

 

 



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Current Music:  "Passion Rain" - MdG (independent)

 

NOTE:  2017 01 19  14H48 EST  Ramblings 386 -



Ramblings 386

Written 2017-01-19

 

My mother used to sneer at me

That I was a "bleeding heart to the world" ...

 

She also used to make me doubt my every

Decision, thought, and move ...

 

She used to say that "We're all partly responsible

For what happens to us", and she said it at

 

The most awkward moment possible, I'd say:

I'd just told her about this boy who took me against my will ...

 

My mother, although I fully realize she's sick,

I was on the receiving end nonetheless ...

 

Not really sure where I'm going with these thoughts,

But they just the same go around my mind ...

 



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