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Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  "Silence" - Delerium (feat. Sarah McLachlan)

 

NOTE:  2015 09 25  14H42 EST  Ramblings 415 -



Ramblings 415

Written 2017-09-25

 

Don't wish to get defensive against you,

But give me a break, my gender has nothing

To do with any of this, it's only your thoughts

In question here, 'cause most of the world

Moved on from such beliefs about women...

 

So give it a rest already,

What you spout out

Is just your closed-off,

warped up-bringing about

what women are in your culture...

 

But you see, in my own culture,

thoughts as you have are shunned,

looked down upon as primitive,

And uninformed, nothing to do with

A civilized world we currently live in...

 

So really, give it a rest already.

You're a minority in your beliefs.

And I sure as hell won't apologize for it.

The only one disconnected is you...

 

 

 



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Current Mood:  undefined...

Current Music:  "Sundance Kid" - Kent

 

NOTE:  2017 09 25  11H33 EST  Ramblings 414 -



Ramblings 414

Written 2017-09-25

 

You're so wrong as to why I know you're a liar...

 

I don't break code of conducts, never,

 

So it's nothing like that...

 

But what I have access to,

 

I stumbled upon, and it made me

 

Put two and two together...

 

One can't be in two (or three) different

 

Countries at once, wouldn't you agree?

 

Using me as an obvious scapegoat to get

 

Yourself out of your tight spot isn't great...

 

It's too easy, isn't it, to discredit me to deflect

 

Attention to what you're really up to, right?

 

All I can say at this point is, fuck off, sincerely.

 

You're the one acting in dishonorable ways,

 

Not me in the least... and you more than know it.

 

I've been through enough in my life to not

 

Accept this sort of behavior my way, you know?

 

That's why I'm persisting with it all...

 

To answer any question, if you're wondering,

 

Why I'm still on about it.

 

 

 



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Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  (none)

 

NOTE:  2017 09 22  10H05 EST  Why - is it so?...



Why

Written 2017-09-22

 

- seems as though we often are incapable to see what others see in us... a general and personal observation...

 

How is it that you see progress

When I can't even see it,

Let alone feel it for myself?

 

I want to believe you...

But what you see and say about it,

It seems so foreign to what I realize.

 

 

 



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Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  "Graceful Dancing" - Blue October

 

NOTE:  2017 09 20  17H19 EST  Cher Arsène - ramblings...



Cher Arsène,

Written 2017-09-21

 

You force me, too...

What I say and what I do,

it's up to you to make up your mind.

But what you understand isn't 'fact'.

 

You must know that, my dear.

So get off your high-horse already,

what you think and what is going on,

well, there's no correlation between the two.

 

You say misinformation, and I say what

I understand of what you pulled off now.

So, with all respect and love, give me a break.

Your thoughts aren't the absolute truth, obviously.

 

You're so taken over about not appearing like

you're not able to get on, and that your mind

isn't affected in any way, but seriously, do you

honestly think others don't see where you're at?

 

come on, now...

 

Héloïse

 



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Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  "Love & Hate" - Michael Kiwanuka

 

NOTE:  2017 09 20  12H28 EST Chère Héloïse - ramblings...



Chère Héloïse,

Written 2017-09-20

 

You force me to express myself,

'cause if I don't, misinformation

will have the platform to prevail,

and that is just not right, my dear.

 

You know how much I love you,

and respect every aspect of you.

This is not to diminish any of that.

Still, you see what I'm on about...

 

You put me in a position to defend

that I'm not a crazy, disconnected one.

Why you do this, makes no sense to me.

But here we are.  You did what you did.

 

And I said what I said.

You and I both know

what your game is,

yet still, you underestimate

 

who I am

 

Arsène

 



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Current Mood:  pensive...

Current Music:  "Love & Hate" - Michael Kiwanuka

 

NOTE:  2017 09 15  12H50 EST  Ouf -



Ouf (with translation)

Written 2017-09-15

 

je ne m'en peux plus,

vos histoires que vous

vous acharnez de passer

comme étant la vérité,

elles sont véridiquement

au-dessus de toute décence...

 

je ne m'en peux plus,

vos histoires, elles sont toutes

des oeuvres de pure fiction,

et rendu à ce point-ci, j'en ai marre ;

non seulement ça, vous m'impliquez

comme si j'avais une part dans le tout...

 

c'est tellement insensé,

et je suis tannée de payer

pour ceux qui n'ont aucunes

barrières à leur malhonnêteté,

comme si ma découverte était

un affront envers cette cachette...

 

=============================

 

- rough translation... meh, not as good as what the French text is expressing, in my opinion...

 

I can't stand it anymore,

the stories that you kill

yourself to pass off

as the truth,

they are all truly 

above all decency...

 

I can't stand it anymore,

your stories, they're all

works of pure fiction,

and at the point we're at, I'm fed up;

Not only that, you implicate me

as if I played a part in the whole of this...

 

This is so non-sensical,

and I'm tired of paying

for those who have no

barriers concerning their dishonesty,

as if my discovery was

an affront to this concealment...

 

 



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Current Mood:  thinking about my love...

Current Music:  "Love Will Come to You" - Poets of the Fall

 

NOTE:  2017 08 19  17H55 EST  Ramblings 411 -



Ramblings 411

Written 2017-08-20

 

- love him so...

 

Some time ago, I'd all but given up on all thoughts

Or hopes of finding love in this existence.  I'd made

My peace with it.  But then, he came into my life,

And quite unexpectedly brought on different perspectives,

Ones that made me reevaluate the stance on things once

Believed to have been settled.  Like love, finding it, and

Having another life.  Since the very beginning, even though at that

Time it wasn't all too well defined yet, the feelings were without

A single doubt ones to be taken into account.  They felt too good

To be brushed to the back of a memory.  I opened myself up to it,

Just as he did, and soon enough we knew that there was something

There that couldn't be ignored.  Ever since that day, here were are,

Nearly eleven years later, feeling as strongly for each other as then.

Never expected this to be a part of my life considering everything else...

Yet it happened.  And it makes me as happy today as it did then.

We are special together, and this isn't just my own view of things.

I feel the luckiest of people on this planet to live this sort of chance.

 



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Current Mood:  annoyed...

Current Music:  "Black River Killer" - Blitzen Trapper

 

NOTE:  2017 08 19  16H55 EST  Ramblings 410 -



Ramblings 410

Written 2017-08-20

 

- hard to explain...

 

Time for you to quit with it, already.

This is not my doing; you know it.

 

Don't diss me for knowing

That you're not to be trusted.

 

It wasn't a personal plan to be part of this.

You landed me right in the middle of it

 

By your own doing.

Nothing else at all.

 

So please, come off it, already.

I know and you know all of this isn't right.

 



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Current Mood:  en amour...

Current Music:  "Je t'aimais, je t'aime, je t'aimerai" - Francis Cabrel

 

NOTE:  2017 08 15  17H34 EST  Le meilleur sentiment au monde -



Le meilleur sentiment au monde (with translation)

Written 2017-08-15

 

- le meilleur sentiment au monde = the best feeling in the world...

 

Je t'aime

de tout coeur,

de tout mon être,

et cela, sans doutes,

et sans contredits,

pour la vie.

 

================

 

I love you

with all of my heart,

with all of my being,

and that, without any doubts,

and without any contradictions,

for life.

 



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Current Mood:  undefined

Current Music:  "Yeah" - Seether

 

NOTE:  2017 08 09  13H34 EST  Good Advice -



Good Advice

Written 2017-08-10

 

She said to the both of them :

 

"You better learn to love your child more than you hate each other!"

 

To shut them up about their bickering

 

Over inconsequential, irrelevant bits.

 

I was thinking to myself :

 

"Yes, no kidding."

 

 

 



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